Don't Look Back

As you travel through life there are always those times
When decisions just have to be made,
When the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce,
And the rain seems to soak your parade.

There are some situations where all you can do
Is simply let go and move on,
Gather your courage and choose a direction
That carries you toward a new dawn.

So pack up your troubles and take a step forward -
The process of change can be tough,
But think about all the excitement ahead
If you can be stalwart enough!

There might be adventures you never imagined
Just waiting around the next bend,
And wishes and dreams just about to come true
In ways you can't yet comprehend!

Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new things
As you challenge your status quo,
And learn there are so many options in life,
And so many ways you can grow!

Perhaps you'll go places you never expected
And see things that you've never seen,
Or travel to fabulous, faraway worlds
And wonderful spots in between!

Perhaps you'll find warmth and affection and caring
And somebody special who's there
To help you stay centered and listen with interest
To stories and feelings you share.

Perhaps you'll find comfort in knowing your friends
Are supportive of all that you do,
And believe that whatever decisions you make,
They'll be the right choices for you.

So keep putting one foot in front of the other,
And taking your life day by day...
There's a brighter tomorrow that's just down the road -
Don't look back! You're not going that way!

September

Happy Birthday Sonny!! You are always sorely missed by us! This one is for you!

Singapore's Pride

Think of Me

Think of me, think of me fondly,
when we've said goodbye.
Remember me once in a while -
please promise me you'll try.
When you find that, once again, you long
to take your heart back and be free -
if you ever find a moment,
spare a thought for me

Flowers fades,
The fruits of summer fade,
They have their seasons, so do we
but please promise me, that sometimes
you will think of me!

Louis Vuitton Fall/Winter 2009-2010 featuring Madonna

I'm Going Slightly Mad

I went to see a doctor today as was experiencing some dizzy spells. Got out of the doc's room with high blood pressure, stress and mild depression. It took me my surprise that these symptoms had not occurred to me in anyway. Not a sign. Msn Brian on this. Was surprised too.

2 phrases have been playing in my mind which came from both the doc and Brian. "Talk to your friends more often" and "Why stress yourself". It hit me kind of hard as I was mentioned this to a taxi driver over the weekend bout the life of a Singaporean. I said out LOUD "Uncle, I feel stress is self inflicted". There you have it. Think just got slap ob the face hard.

I did a self evaluation on my way home from office. I though that all seemed well. I mean yeah most of go thru certain phases in life which I may have brushed aside many times ... way too many times. Suppression to the maximum. A test to my level of patience and endurance. I do agree I am in difficult times on a personal level but I always thought to always have this notion "You screwed it up yourself you solve it" Well I stand by it. Is it wrong? Should I talk to it with my friends? I don't see a need to. Can they help? Well I don't think so. It's my problem not theirs.

Cynicism and harsh realism had gotten me into this state? Or it's "you reap what you sow"?

Doc gave me Lexotan, a relaxant, to make me sleep well. It's been 2 hours I don't even feel the effect. Screw it .... maybe I am getting screwed in the head

A.W.O.L

I want to run away from this place
I want to be away from me
I try to not think about ways to leave
but those are the only ways I see

I write this all down trying to feeling better
I write this all down to get it out of me
but nothing sounds like it will help
nothing will help but to leave

but I can't do that
I can't run away and be free
because all my problems will follow
because all my problems are within me.