I just realise that it's been a year since I started this blog. When I 1st started it, it will so filled with anticipation & excitment. I was telling myself that "I AM SO GONNA BITCH" A blog filled with insane inane randy randomness thoughtless thoughts lively life. I ran through the entries from the beginning & was filled with morbidity lost sadness emptiness angstness. Nothing to shout out loud & say "Whoa Ho" but more like "FUCK is life really that screwed?"
I lost a close one & gained & regained many. Should I say "thank you" or should I say "hope this will last" or should I just comfort myself and say "it is life"..... I don't know. Maybe my perpectives had changed so quickly that I do not even realise it. I don't know.
As I close my eyes & surrender to oblivious slumber would I fall into an abyss of lost thoughts or would I stick in a vortex of infinite boredom or would I wake up feeling the way I want to be or the way I never get to be. I don't know.
Happy Anniversary CHips....
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