Letter to a Friend

Hi Sonny,

I am fighting back the tears as I write this letter to you.

It's been a long time since you left us. Though it has been 4 months but it seems such a long long time. How are you doing over there? I believe you are playing wonderful music which you are so good at while you were still with us. I know you are under the wings of the good Lord so we are very happy!!

We have changed. Characters, perspectives & relationships. In what way I don't really know but Alan & I felt that we do not have that sparkle in each other eyes anymore. As you know, the eyes are the windows to the soul. We have lost a part of us which I hope we can find back. If not, maybe it is meant to be. Disheartened we will be but it's the facets of life.

I have to apologise that I did not cry during your funeral. I had to be strong. We had to be strong. To be honest, I have not stop crying. I do not know when I will stop. The hurt, the pain & the sadness is still too much for me to bear. Every thing we talk, see & listen still remind us of you. We really miss you so much & I know you miss us too!

Do watch over & protect us with the Lord above.

We talk again .......... Wish you A Merry X'mas & A Happy New Year

With boundless love

Alvin