Tired

Lots of you guys may be wondering my past 2 posts are actually quotes of a song or maybe a poem. Truth be told, they are kind of an inner voice talking to me. No, not as a schizophenic but as a conscience of sorts.

Sonny's death and a new position at a new company is kinda pulling me down at the same time. I mean who can get over a person's death in a short period of time. Asides from that, my new job is not actually a feeling filled with excitement but much of a low morale & chaos.

As much I try to be as optimistic as possible, pessimism rules me at the moment. Though I had been telling myself that I am getting emotional but some how or the other, rationality takes a backseat whilst the emotions take over.

I still got work to do for the weekend but I can't really make myself continue at the moment.

Tired is the word. Spirtually, mentally & emotionally ...........