Friends

In all my life, I had made many friends. These are the 2 buggers that stuck with me since 7 years old. This is also the last few pics I took with Sonny before his demise recently.

Therapy

I think I in therapy. Not with the shrink at IMH but more like having conversations with friends, both old & new.

I think with old friends you don't really say much coz maybe we know each other so well that speaking on subjects we hold most dear to our hearts is not really a necessity. Deep huh?

As for new friends, we just speak our minds with a mental check coz we don't really want to scare them do we.

Frankly speaking, I still unable to get over Sonny's death. Letting go means forgetting? Forgetting means moving on? Wounds will heal but the scars remain.

Wendy & Hafiz Wedding - Part 3

More more pics ..............

Ben & Julie

I & Lix

Joelle & Lix aka Woodland Sisters

I & Yvonne

GIRL POWER

Wendy & Hafiz Wedding - Part 2

More pics from the wedding......

I, Shaun & Azlan

I, Sam, Jason & Shaun

The Bride & Groom

Bruce & Kael

Fion & Stephen

10 best things about being single

Singles often feel left out in our couple-driven society. Whenever you're tempted to feel down because of your singularity, remember these reasons why flying solo can be the best way to go:

1. You can make last-minute plans with your friends and stay out all night if you want.
2. You can lie on both sides of your bed and have all the covers to yourself.
3. You can flirt with the opposite sex without someone saying, " Who are you looking at? "
4. You can make your own decisions.
5. You don't have to remember your significant other's birthday or anniversary.
6. You have no one to clean up after.
7. You can leave the toilet seat permanently up if you're a man, or permanently down if you're a woman.
8. You can make a list of things you always wanted to do...and actually do them.
9. You can listen to your favorite radio station in the car.
10. You can actually hold on to the remote control.

I have forgotten

- I have forgotten: the last time I saw butterfiles
- I have forgotten: the sounds of crickets in a garden
- I have forgotten: the serenity of a stroll at a park
- I have forgotten: the laughter I had with my friends
- I have forgotten: the last time I had a good sleep
- I have forgotten: the virtue of forgiving
- I have forgotten: the inner peace in me
- I have forgotten: the innocence I had when I was younger
- I have forgotten: how to be happy
- I have forgotten: how to cry

It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweigh the bad
I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

I don't know where this road
Is going to lead
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through.

If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

I'm back

Ok for those who has been reading my blog & wondering what the fuck happened to me, I would like to say that I decided to spent time with me, myself & I. Get things into perspective. Enjoying the present. Anticipate the future. As one of my friend mentioned many times to me, "Yesterday was a memory, Tomorrow is a mystery"

Things may have or may not have changed since Sonny's death. Maybe it's subtle that I don't really see or feel it.

I have to thank to all my friends, old & new, who gave their condolences & kept me in thier prayers during this sad period.

It's hard, my friends, move on I shall.

P.S. My entries are gonna be sporadic as my PC is currently down. FUCK!!!

Wendy & Hafiz Wedding

28th July was Wendy & Hafiz holy matrimonial celebration. As there was no alcohol being served, we were all got high on Coke, coffee & tea. Anyway, let the pictures do the talking.

The place

The cheesiness

1 MC & 1 Dj

The Sweet Flower Girls

In Loving Memory of a Close Friend

I went for Sonny's last walk in life on Saturday. Not many turned up but those who were close to him did. After the cremation, I had lunch with Alan, who flew back from Melbourne, Veronica, Kenneth, Gary & Raymond. We were just remembering Sonny's idiosyncracies & always funny behaviour antics. Catching up with lost time I guess.

Truth be told, it is still kind of surreal. Is denial of his death is one of the steps of acceptance?

One thing I realise through his death is his family got stronger & my friendship with many friends were rekindled. Friends I have not met since graduation were there to walk with him too. Morbidity aside, a beautiful thing happen through a sad thing

We all have to move on. The memories I had with him will stay with me throughout my life.

Sonny, I know you are shining down from heaven with the Lord. I know that you have found the happiness you always wanted. We will miss you my dear friend...