Like wow... I have not been blogging since October last year. Hmm... what to blog about?
Well I should start off by saying goodbye 2010. 2010 was a challenging year for me. It was a year that I switched jobs ( not that I want to ) the most. Left a company with great colleagues except of my ex-manager. Then join another company is the same industry. Being infamously well know in the industry, I had to take it up coz of monetary reasons and it was not that fantastic of a pay either. Due to POLITICS, had to leave the company. Was unemployed for 1.5 months before I found one. Stayed for about 1.5 months cause I was offered a better one. Now I am stil with the current company and I am so loving this position
As I look back, I am still trying to find out what the root cause of all this? Is it me? Is it the job? Is is the people I had to work with? Till now, no answer.
SCREW IT!! IT IS 2011 BABY!!
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Yesterdays
You might fall
You might send
this whole world inside your hands
You might kill
You will fight
but in the end there's only us
Shadows dream
of better things, than this
And the light that love can bring
You've missed
And it calls
For yesterday
You might send
this whole world inside your hands
You might kill
You will fight
but in the end there's only us
Shadows dream
of better things, than this
And the light that love can bring
You've missed
And it calls
For yesterday
Monday, September 13, 2010
Fuck You
Let's have a toast for the douchebags,
Let's have a toast for the assholes,
Let's have a toast for the scumbags,
Every one of them that I know
Let's have a toast to the jerkoffs
That'll never take work off
Let's have a toast for the assholes,
Let's have a toast for the scumbags,
Every one of them that I know
Let's have a toast to the jerkoffs
That'll never take work off
Monday, September 6, 2010
Birthday wishes for a friend in Heaven
No cake or candles here today
Or presents for you to open
Just love from friends who want to say
Happy Birthday, and that we're hoping
Somehow you can see and know
That we have not forgotten you
That we still remember, even though
You've departed from our view
And if you see us here below
And wonder why we care
It's just because we want to show
That a part of you is still here
You live within each memory's heart
And so you remain, though we're apart
Or presents for you to open
Just love from friends who want to say
Happy Birthday, and that we're hoping
Somehow you can see and know
That we have not forgotten you
That we still remember, even though
You've departed from our view
And if you see us here below
And wonder why we care
It's just because we want to show
That a part of you is still here
You live within each memory's heart
And so you remain, though we're apart
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Letter to a friend in Heaven
Hey 我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里
Hey 我真的好想你
太多的情绪没适当的表情
最想说的话我应该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里
Hey 我真的好想你
太多的情绪没适当的表情
最想说的话我应该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你
Thursday, August 19, 2010
3/4
It's been a long while since I posted something in my blog. Well I cannot say that I have been busy not to do so. I just took time to reflect.
As many may not know, I have left my job. Before you go "Not again Alvin" I stand to my defence that is the last thing I would like to do at this point of time. I do agree that the job market is getting better. However I would have prefer finding a job of my preference while holding down to this job. Unfortunately, things did not work out and it was definately NOT my professionalism was in question.
I knew that this was a mistake. Many of my colleagues did warned me. I guess the obligation of a payer of debts cannot really afford not to work made me chose this path. Now the truth has happen and I am now jobless. At times I feel like dosing myself in kerosene and set myself ablaze. At times I blame myself for all the things that had happen to me. At time I feel this is a godly sign. A sign from the BOSS above punishing me.
However I DO NOT regret leaving. I would like to blacklist them in a forum but DAMNED if I do. I have a phrase for them " What goes around comes around ". Mark my words!
Sometimes I wonder lf life is all about fallin down instead of rising up? Or is it boils down to contentment? Sometimes certain things cannot be rush?
As many may not know, I have left my job. Before you go "Not again Alvin" I stand to my defence that is the last thing I would like to do at this point of time. I do agree that the job market is getting better. However I would have prefer finding a job of my preference while holding down to this job. Unfortunately, things did not work out and it was definately NOT my professionalism was in question.
I knew that this was a mistake. Many of my colleagues did warned me. I guess the obligation of a payer of debts cannot really afford not to work made me chose this path. Now the truth has happen and I am now jobless. At times I feel like dosing myself in kerosene and set myself ablaze. At times I blame myself for all the things that had happen to me. At time I feel this is a godly sign. A sign from the BOSS above punishing me.
However I DO NOT regret leaving. I would like to blacklist them in a forum but DAMNED if I do. I have a phrase for them " What goes around comes around ". Mark my words!
Sometimes I wonder lf life is all about fallin down instead of rising up? Or is it boils down to contentment? Sometimes certain things cannot be rush?
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