Sad Eyes

"Trying to hold it together

Keep my love as light as a feather

Sad eyes baby it's been such a long time

Keep my heart breaking in the dark"

What Becomes Of The Broken Hearted

As I walk this land with broken dreams
I have visions of many things
Love's happiness is just an illusion
Filled with sadness and confusion,

What becomes of the broken hearted
Who had love that's now departed?
I know I've got to find
Some kind of peace of mind
Maybe.

The fruits of love grow all around
But for me they come a tumblin' down.
Every day heartaches grow a little stronger
I can't stand this pain much longer
I walk in shadows
Searching for light
Cold and alone
No comfort in sight,
Hoping and praying for someone to care
Always moving and goin no where

What becomes of the broken hearted
Who had love that's now departed?
I know I've got to find
Some kind of peace of mind
Help me please

I'm searching though I don't succeed,
But someone look, there's a growing need.
All is lost, there's no place for beginning,
All that's left is an unhappy ending.

Now what's become of the broken-hearted
Who had love that's now departed?
I know I've got to find
Some kind of peace of mind
I'll be searching everywhere
Just to find someone to care.
I'll be looking everyday
I know I'm gonna find a way
Nothings gonna stop me now
I'll find a way somehow
I'll be searching everywhere

Cafe Del Mar

I have not been blogging much on happy things recently. I decided to do so with an entry that are filled with happy people with happy thoughts. I am so proud & honoured & is a pleasure to had worked with these wonderful people. These pics were taken about a couple months back at Cafe Del Mar. Attendance on that day was about 30 peps.

A small group of PnG SIN MDO

Me trying to out cute Elise & Beatrice

The gals from PnG SIN MDO

The guys from PnG SIN MDO

Me & Ms Irin Gan

Sonia Couling

I was with Ben last night for dinner & the topic of pretty women came into the conversation. Ben mentioned that friends younger that him do not know who is Sonia Couling!! Tsk tsk tsk!! How can that be? She like's DA BOMB .....

Long before a certain Ms 'X', there were 3 hottest women on TV, Donita Rose ( Hawt ) , Nadya Hutagalung ( Hawtter ) & of course Sonia Couling ( Hawttest ). Back then, they were like the pioneers VJs for MTV Asia. They were of course the poster girls for FHM Singapore too.

She is currently the ambassador for Oil of Ulan. I was suppose to go for this event when she dropped by Singapore recently. All I have are pictures of her. Without further a due, here are the pics .....

Ms 'X'? Hawt? You don't know what is hot baby!!!!

Detachment

"If you hold back on your emotions, if you don't allow yourself to go all the way through them , you can never get to being detached, you're too busy being afraid. You're afraid of the pain, you're afraid of the grief. You're afraid of the vulnerability that loving entails.

But by throwing yourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive in, all the way, over your head even, you experience them fully and completely. You know what love is. You know what grief is. And only you can say 'All right. I have experienced that emotion. I recognise that emotion. Now I need to detach from that emotion for a moment.'

I have not smile for a long while ........... Tomorrow I will.

Angel

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reasonto feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be emptyand weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness
ohthis glorious sadness
that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverieyou're
in the arms of the angelmay
you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

Can't Cry Hard Enough

I'm gonna live my life
Like every day's the last
Without a simple goodbye
It all goes by so fast

Gonna open my eyes
And see for the first time
I let go of you like
A child letting go of his kite

Gonna look back in vain
And see you standing there
When all that remains
Is an empty chair

And now that you've gone
I can't cry hard enough
No, I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

There it goes, up in the sky
There it goes, beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can't cry hard enough
No, I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now